hmm..todae is damn sian dae coz i got nth to do...den read the self help book...yawn....abit crappy huhz.... den go tbp...help shiyun buy yanzi's cd...this time i get white wan...now i got one black and white singlet to choose...which wan is better...both veri nice lorx...haiz... dunno lehz... both xs so ahha...lucky i can wear...got one aunty behind me...she is double my size she also got xs coz it is the onli size left...haha.... so ke lian.... den me walk walk....buy a cute soft toy.... den buy one wholt tub of ice cream which is now all in my stomach...haha.... me long time no sweet thing eat liaoz....haha... now doin maths...onli 1part of e-maths... haiz...abit lazy to do liaoz.... muz motivate myself sia....looking at my calender....tomoro is free lorx....but i got nth to do...haiz.... anyone wan to go out pls call me...haha....


thinking of u at
5:51 pm



juz now went jp budden cd rama haven sell so nv buy first....den my bro find his sling bag but cannot....go mos burger eat.... aft tt went je...went to cd rama...walao...it is $1.05 more ex den music junction lorx...so go library....find book to do hw...ahha...not bad lorx...got quite a few book too...den go tbp...buy yanzi's cd...den the person give me the singlet XS lorx...i dun realise till me go eat...den is like...omg so xiao jian....haha....now tink abt it still laughing... den shop abit...tinking abt changing phone lorx...dunno lahz...see first.... haha...juz now tok to jh....new bad pt abt guys... to all guys: pls dun sound harsh to gals coz u may coz unimagined, disastrous damages...so pls think b4 saeing anithing....hmm...finish the grammer ws n ct liaoz....muz faster read all the book to have book review...8 books to start again...jia you sia...haha...


thinking of u at
6:44 pm



hmm... later going to buy yanzi's cd....go jp ba coz can see whether mj cheaper or cd rama....haha....me help gina shen qian sia... yest there's sth i veri bu shuang abt...is it reallie my fault...i tink tt my onli fault of the whole time is tt i depend on others....fine....i will learn to be indepandent and not kpo-ing everything liaoz...happy........i hate my phone...i hate to see it on....arghed....i am beyond hope...heck lahz....shld be happy can listen to yanzi's song lorx....haiz....going library to find book to do english hw....yest got do abit liaoz....wish to finish my hw by end of nxt week coz i reallie got a busy schedule....yest show mum my highlighted calender...walao....we can onli go malaysia at end of nov..starting dec n mid dec...walao....so cham lorx...haiz... but got a 4dae 3nite camp...shuang coz this year we are the NCOs....haha....kk...later buy cd liaoz den write...bye


thinking of u at
11:23 am



haha...todae is the dae tt i had been dao shu-ing....BUT...omg....the cd had been delayed...tomor den got....so maybe tomro or sun go library tt time buy lorx....haiz....haha...nvm...wait for 1year 2mths liaoz...1 more dae wun die lahz....haha....todae whole dae plae bridge...wow...more pro liaoz sia.... me always got the same partner..haha.....mo qi shi zhu sia....nxt time muz teach tooters...haha.... den todae siao lorx....my thigh there suddenly veri pain lorx....dunno y lehz...walao....tong till siao lorx....den like at one pt like got knief toot lorx..... haiz....lucky now better...juz raising it got problem...haiz....got alot of homework and lesson lorx...sj also....had to go skool for 24 daes.... den rain damn big todae lorx....walao...me nearly luo tang ji sia....kk....watch tv liaoz bye....


thinking of u at
6:59 pm



hmm.....todae also nth lorx....plae poker....den plae bridge...haha....long time no plae...since kuantan trip sia....lucky still noe but like keep losing coz got the partner den abit ahem...haha.. den clean...hmm..quite fun coz got work..den sian liaoz coz nth... den plae lame lame game....get back report book todae...quite shocked lorx....4th in class den 6th in level...wow 3/7 damn li hai lorx...haha...3/7 rox sia.... den tt si ren tou beside me got 1st....arged not fair...me muz jia you liaoz sia...haha...but me quite man yi liaoz....class position swap with my lorx...so gao xiao....kk...watch tv liaoz...bye...

TOMORO LIAOZ


thinking of u at
6:58 pm



hmm....todae spent most of the time in the hall....b4 tt in class we all make poker and plae...haha..den go n see wad mime....excuse me...i am already doin it lorx....now more comfortable with my braces..."learning" to eat again...juz now my mum cook hokkien mee can eat abit lorx....not bad liaoz.... den aft tt wad deepavali....nv watch....keep on playing with my gang...tickle each other... den got the saf choir...omg...got 1guy damn high lorx...but i prefer tt base guy...dunno lehz....nicer ba....lastly got one clown guy....damn funny...he even ask thomas help him den got alot of funny thing....haha.... den we all discussing wad to buy for jh lorx....den go queensway....bought a water bottle for him...black one.....haha...sy bought quite a nice thing huhz.... now sneezing....haiz....stupid aircon...

2 more daes....


thinking of u at
6:56 pm



hmm...todae me go NAFA....walk here walk there...hmm....nice place lorx..... den aft tt go esplanade wathc jazz...wow..me damn li hai...manage to fall asleep lorx....coz me dun wanna see ppl pass chocolate around...yum yum...haiz..... now me got 4 ulcers...arghed.... den me damn hungry...go home eat one pot of mee shua...haha...mum rocks....i am sure i can da pai this stupid braces wan..... haha....tinking of changing my background coz like abit not nince lorx...haiz.....jia you finding....tc everyone...


thinking of u at
8:50 pm



hmm...this morning wake up early in the morning to have breakfast with friends....den go to see dentist....omg...so ugly lorx....i dunno tt my teeth is so luan sia....tomoro no lian jian re liaoz....now finding new skins....stupid lorx...i like the stars lorx....haiz....hope tt nxt one wld not be the same as anyone's or else i will kill tt person....JIA YOU....


thinking of u at
1:59 pm



hmm...me this few daes quite sian lorx....read books aft books....my stupid brother occupy the com till now lorx.... it is like 6hs....haiz....me finish 4books liaoz....still got 4 more to go b4 my nxt trip to the library.....haha..... hmm...decided to change my pattern to a better wan....erm...this is a brighter version lahz....more like my style horx...haha....kk....muz read book liaoz....bye...



thinking of u at
5:17 pm



todae went library n see quite a few nhss ppl...den boorow alot of book....got eng n chi...haha...me so balance... den walk walk lahz.... i todae mood veri bad...bad till jh sae i sound like sy...haha.... haiz....my parents want me to go for tuition lorx....but i dun like tuition...waste my time n can another teacher make my results better....excuse me...my eng n a-maths is beyond hopes lorx....i dun tink anione can help me...dunno y feel so depress abt this a-maths lorx...maybe becoz this is maths...or maybe coz someone got such a good marks....haiz...so luan lorx....i dunno wad to do or wad to tink.....immersing myself into stories is the onli tink tt prevent me frm tinking....i am really beyond hopes...haha..... juz now tok to jh den abit better lahz.....haha...he is a maths freak...hey y i always got to noe maths freak and i cannot be one huhz.....muz jia you liaoz sia....aniwae i tink tt i had to change this look again coz i dun wanna it look like ting yang's wan...juz now wanna change the pic to yaqnzi's wan budden dunno y cannot
later muz try again sia...haha....dun sae liaoz.....tv shows liaoz....bye...tc everyone....


thinking of u at
6:50 pm



hmm...this two daes get back result lorx...overall not bad...i quite happy with them...juz tt my a-maths reallie kanasai...my onli C....haiz....no one believe i get so low lorx.... 58 lahz....haiz.... den second lowest is eng...den follow my chi...both Bs...den e-maths 70+ lorx...all remaining subj got 80+...so it is alright...i dont aim to high...juz wanna win someone but since tt person aim to top everything den it seems like i cannot do it aniwae....haiz...den got some problem lorx...dun wanna sae here...this is open so not fang bian... but i juz wanna sae..there might be no ture friend or true love in one's life but tt doesn't means tt u don't cherish those who is not so true coz they are neither fake.... a person can nv be perfect so since u are not an angel...y want others to be..... in this way u r selfish too..... and also... we always aim for the best...but if we get it doesn't means we can't juz tt it's not time...we muz try our best to get wad we want so as not to let ourself regret but tt doesn't means we will success....being giving urself ur best is already a success...so dun pressurized urself and neither shld one be bias against a friend juz becoz of ur own problem coz ur problem is urs...not ours so u shld not bring it here.....

7 more daes....


thinking of u at
6:54 pm



hmm....juz now went to ice skating....haha.....nv fall down again....heng till like shit...tot i will lorx....haha....den skate lorx...haha...me am the pillar of the dae...dun care...i veri bu yao lian but i tink tt i am a very good wan...can prevents fall...haha...so can come find me nxt time...seems like me got no improvement in skating....maybe coz i not enough confidence ba....todae the shoe a bit weird den now ankle a bit suan....haha...but overall quite fun....haha.... den go science centre there....haha....hui yi tong nian sia...the mac...den eat den plae here plae there...like children but fun...play chess den i let someone win coz i dun feel like plaeing.....so big den push here push there....got the feel sia.....haha....hmm...a fun dae....tomoro got result....wish myself n everyone gd luck....

juz nine more daes to go......


thinking of u at
8:46 pm



haha...finish deco...now is till autumn...and tt means winter is coming...when yanzi chu zhuan ji i will change to winter...haha...later goin to library...yeah man....den dunno lehz....haha...bye...cya


thinking of u at
12:20 pm



yest got listening....went skool for around half n hour....den go dentist....n my teeth i alright at first but now is damn pain lorx.....dunno how to eat sia..... denaft tt go home sy with me den we kajiao lahz...den go buy prezzies...i bought a lock n key earing....cute sia....haha.... den eat long john....go west coast plae plae lorx.....cao hao wan...nxt time muz go again...den i kana cheated lorx....abit angry budden it is my fault...i tink too much...it is not possible liaoz.....history cannot be rewind.... i am angry with myself...i feel stupid...ok back to subj...den we song sy home...den go see sun set...budden it is like there's a big stupid cloud so we nv see lorx....den go paramid....take photo for half n hour...haha.... home sweet home....later go library n borrow book....also to see my "consultant"....haha...now whole world noe this blog liaoz.....

10 daes to"stefanie" n jh birthdae....


thinking of u at
10:41 am



haha....todae sun.....but poor me is sick n tierd....actually suppose to buy prezzies with hui wan....budden....haiz....sorry horx hui....also tinking going tolibrary since i finish the books except of the physcology wad....walao.....tt book damn zhan lorx....haha..... den is like it tells us abt tells.....abt tyhe way u sit or stand tell abt wad....shiok....den got one is tt to sit with qiao jiao need a lot of stamina....me xiao till pen sia......den me now is whole dae watch tv.... plae com...listen to radio and red story book n most importantly sleep...walao....exam nv sleep much now must recover sia.... tomoro fiona's bbq....actaully abit not feel like going coz with her friend not veri shou but since hui wan den go lorx..... tink go there plae by ourselves ba....kk....me muz faster recover frm my sneezing problem or else tomoro cannot go liaoz....

12 more daes "Stefanie" to n jh birthdae.....haha


thinking of u at
5:25 pm



yoz...aft exam liaoz....sian sia....the exam overall is quite diff lorx...above my normal standard.... someomore this time i quite late min de got a of things to study den cannot make it....dun itnk i will do well aniwaer...so lehz now muz relax wad.....haha......borrow a book on physcology den quite interesting....so i see tt jp library got a lot of good books sia..... haha....den still got pokemon to plaer budden still veri sian....now i am toking to myself coz no one noe....haha...me siao wan lahz.....i give so mani hints ppl still dun get it....nvm....kk....bye




thinking of u at
1:37 pm



yest got exam but not well prepared lorx...nvm....eng a bit diff....physics is time constraining.....haha.....juz heard yanzi's version song....omg....so nice....they sae call stefanie....haha.... shi yue er shi jiu hao shi wo ren shang zhong zui zhong yao de yi tian......haha....exam still gto 6 more daes to go....jia you..... bye.....


thinking of u at
2:46 pm



wow...so long nv update....coz nth and dun feel like it....someone gu yi change link sia.....nvm....his busniess liaoz.... exam coming but i haven start revision coz i had to teach my bro every single subj but i am quite saastify with him.....even if i did not do so well also ok lorx...ahha...i so wei da....anyway....my health is deteriogating(izzit like this spell)....nvm....but i need more sleep den last time....not 10h not enough....haiz.....this coz me dearly coz i study less den others liaoz..... haiz....muz revise...cannot lose.....JIA YOU to myslef.....haha..... maybe shld see doc....see can help....haha....kk...dun tok....try to revise is better.....see ya aft exam.....

i miss him dearly....wish tt i am beside him every moment n help him if he want...but will he ever accept or even appreciate...human r complex especially him....i am tired to guess..... tired to make him happy...... can i have a rest.... can things reverse n he do wad i did.....anyway...i will zhi chi u...dun tired urself....


thinking of u at
8:38 pm